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|  | When alone shouldn't feel like home « Thread Started on May 8, 2007, 8:47am » | |
http://i113.photobucket.com/albums/n235/dan_jensen/AVRIL.jpg Todays attire! Anna slowly walked into the graveyard with caution. At night, not her last name, there seemed to be...dangers. Why would she be afraid of anything...well she wasn't, it was guilt. The feeling that she had killed her parents...they died a few months back and she had them burried here closer to her. Stopping between their gaves she divided up the roses she paid so very much for and put equal amounts on each of their graves. Tears rolled off her ivory cheeks and down her chest. Makeup smearing she fell to her knees and screamed, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! It's all my fault! Mommy, Daddy I love you.." Suddenly a breeze struck her body and she shivered. Standing up she turned around, wiped her eyes, and walked away all in a matter of seconds. She didn't leave though...she just walked down the lines touching every grave. Noticing some funerals she had gone to. Anna could go to any funeral at any time...she always wears the right clothes! Messing with her nails she raised her brow. "I broke a nail...eh!" Fumbling through a purse she found a file and started carving at her nail trying to fix it somehow. Next to the exit she sat down on a stone bench and gazed at the moon. Still filing her nails she watched the stars and wondered...why she has always been alone...she let herself be alone...of which she didn't like...Anna began reciting a poem to herself called Wipe Your Eyes.....Wipe your eyes Dry your tears Use this rag To hold back fears A golden promise To help you through Remember me I will be true Wipe your eyes Stop crying child I am your fear Ever so mild Blood shot eyes Rolled back inside I bet you think you can hide
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #1 on May 8, 2007, 3:09pm » | |
Oh no, don't go changing. That's what you told me from the start.
Kohl and alabaster checkered vans treaded silently along the emerald hued blades, soft emerald coloured occuli positioned toward the ground, watching the never ending change of scenery beneath her feet. Larynx constricted, carbon dixoide escaping her petite frame in an audible form. Oral muscle was erected from between the two rosens, running across the outline of her labrum's, pausing only to toy with the metallic hoop which decorated her lower labia. Upper appendages shifted, thumb's slipping into the denim rings which were meant for holding a belt, but which rarely did so. The cool spring breeze was brought down upon her lithe structure, causing the obsidian material of her Marilyn Manson shirt to sway in a ripple like movement. Yes, in her opinion, Marilyn Manson was sex. Also her greatest idol. Most considered her a freak for that fact, but, she couldn't care less.
Feminine physique wandered past the eeriely large iron gates, which produced a nice effect with the creaking noises it made as the wind hit it. Gaze was shifted upward, taking in the ghastly form of art which surrounded her. It was comforting, thing's that should cause depression. She read some name's off a few headstone's with no particular intrest, just trying to find something to preoccupy her thoughts so she wouldn't go insane of boredom. Enamel's clasped the rosen flesh of her bottom labia, gnawing on it absent mindedly. The dame continued onward, cranium poised limply from her shoulder's. Posture was slightly slumped, finding it morbidly boring in this cemetary. Death, it was everywhere. She herself was half dead. Why did people care so much? The dead were still walking the earth. Although they were more often known as vampires.
Long multi-coloured threads were blown back, cascading down her spinal cord. Thorax rumbled with a faint growl, cursing at the wind. Now her hair would be wind blown, and it would look horrible. Vain you ask? Yes. But Reese liked to look her best. Finger tip's were dragged over the coarse rock which created the headstones, being violently jerked from her thoughts as a feminine cry entered her lobes. Crania was tilted upward instinctively, emerald's scanning the terrain quickly. She saw no other's. Labio's were drawn into a faint frown, forehead producing a few creases as the miss tried to locate the source of the sound. Finally she decided on a location, lower column's slowly carrying her slender figure towards the chosen destination. Finally another feminine silhouette came into view, Reese decided she'd find out what troubled the other harlot, it would give her something to do. She made toward the other girl, pallid facade clearing of all expression. She walked up behind her slowly, catching the vampiric aura immeaditly. Why would a vampire be crying over the dead? Reese herself was half vampire, and she would never be found crying over someone's grave. "What's wrong?" Vocal cords emitted the question quietly, as to not startle the female. Although the answer should have been quite obvious, seeing this was a graveyard in all. God, Reese was an idiot. Dome was shaken slightly at her own foolishness, quickly covering up the stupid inquiry.
"You'll be fine, you'll get over it eventually." The statement was given in a sheepish manner, a barely visible smile falling across her lip's.
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #2 on May 8, 2007, 3:31pm » | |
Anna's cold eyes peered up at the girl. Noticing she smelled vampire yet....mortal? How was this...possible? Wiping her tears she smiled a bit. "Hi, I am Anna...alone...crying...and...pitiful," she laughed at her own words. Never before had she really said what she really meant about herself...pitiful...ha! The thought made her wonder...and yes she really was. "You probably wonder why I am crying...well...my parents...after I was turned...you know...they outcast me....soon they died...and it....it.....it's all my fault!" She began bawling searching through her pockets for a tissue or something to dry her sobbing salt drenched face. This was remarkably low for her...a vampire...crying in a graveyard of all places. Anna knew that she was crying from a long depression but would you tell some...new person to your aquaintances that hello my name is Anna, I am depressed...I cut myself and burn myself for fun? No you do not tell anyone that...not at all. That was the very reason she had wristbands on both arms...to cover her pain...to cover the anguish...The things she put herself through over her darkness were just remarkable. It amazed herself that she has survived all this time...but now was her time to start anew...new friends..new hope...noticing she had gazed out into nowhere she scooted over to let the girl sit with her...
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #3 on May 9, 2007, 2:42pm » | |
Reese remained silent through the introduction and following statement, labrum's slowly curling upward into an amused grin. The way this girl spoke, it was as if she were a narrator on a television show. Realizing that she blantly flaunted this expression on her face, she quickly cleared her facade of emotion, returning it to the previous solemn look. now she felt a need to introduce herself, in the same manner of course. Reese was in a mocking mood. "I'm Reese... retarded, ill mannered and probably high." Upper appendage was extended toward the other female in the formal gesutre of greeting, a pleasant smile adorning her pallid facial features. This new aquantince, who called herself Anna, seemed friendly and true enough. She also held a unique beauty, which Reese found intruging. It made her want to stay long enough to get to know this other lass.
Noticing that the dame had shuffled over, sole's paced across the emerald hued stalks, feminine frame bending as she lowered herself onto the decaying platform beside the girl. Upper extension's were brought upward, playing with the multi-coloured thatches which coated her cranium, making sure they were in perfect place. Once satified with the quick inspection, attention was returned to the harlot, searching for a reply to her second sentance. "And how could their death possibly be your fault?" The question was emitted in a disbelieveing manner, not seeing how this feminine could possible murder her own parents. And if she hadn't, then how else could their deaths possibly be her fault? It was beyond her why people blamed themselves for people's deaths, when really it had nothing to do with them.
Reese had been responsible for many people's deaths in her lifetime, and she felt no guilt or pity. It was the circle of life. You live then you die. Everyone has to go sometime. That's how she looked at it. Enamel's were placed upon the steel barring which ran through her lower labia, producing a faint clicking noise as she chewed upon it. She watched Anna silently, waiting for a reply. She contrasted beautifully with the eerie scenery which surrounded their two forms, the nigrescent cloth which she wore complimenting her feminine figure nicely. Of course Reese was a bisexual, wasn't everyone nowadays? Well, no, not everyone. Alot of people tormented her for it, but honestly, she didn't care. If people were going to be that shallow, they weren't worth anyone's time. They were a waste of air in her opinion.
ooc; muselesssss x.x
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #4 on May 9, 2007, 7:35pm » | |
A glum laugh escaped her lips hanging on her subtle silence. Anna was contemplating...how was it her fault....why was it her fault....she just....left...did what they.....wanted....right? They had asked her to leave, if they wanted her company they would have called or...told her in some way, shape, or form to stay. Come home child...she heard their voices....but it never happened...the only reason she heard it was because that's what she wanted to hear. "Truly...I do not know how it is my fault...I only did as I was told...like an obedient dog....a mutt...more or less," the words out there looked glim to nothing when to her they were happiness...one less thing to deal with...one less hassle...really. Anna smiled at Reese watching her mess with her hair in the moonlight...kind of cute...as it seemed. The colors of her hair were stunningly adorable together and they just seemed her...Anna has always been able to tell alot about people from their appearances or first hellos...it's how they present themselves. Reese seemed like a...spontaneous one, that was just like Anna. This girl seemed like fun to her and that was just what she was about. "I don't really know anyone here, and you've been the first person to talk to me so far...thank you. Tell me more about you, get my mind off the past...it doesn't matter I have forever to live," a moonlit smile crossed her face. Maybe just maybe she could get a friend here, you know. New life, new start...hope was finally there. Then she laughed to herself and looked down at the gravel by her feet, "sorry if I'm a little...scary...or....hell I don't know! I just really haven't had many friends, people think I'm a killer...but I don't want to kill...I just want to be thought of as a person...you know?" There it was the long-foretold wanting...acceptance...holy hell this was a long story...one her mind did not want to drive into now...this was like a giant brick wall and everytime she thought about it...her soul found a way over it...eh!
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #5 on May 11, 2007, 9:28am » | |
Multi-toned finger tip's ran across the coarse rock surface of the bench that the two were currently residing on, gaze falling back to the scenery as the other female poured her heart out. No, Reese felt no pity for this one. Pity was a useless emotion. Everyone had rough patches, but they all got over it. Even Reese herself, believe it or not. She appeared to be the happy-go-lucky type of girl, she sppeared like that nintey-nine percent of the time, but, even she had time's when she just wanted to go hide from all humanity and wallow in her pool of self-pity. And she did. But, that hadn't happened for a long time. She was better at controling her emotion's now. She barely never felt anything anymore. She'd become a stone, a mere object like this stone bench she sat on. No heart. A heartless bitch. That's what she was now. A sucker for one night stands and alcohol. She hadn't felt an emotion toward any other living thing in years.
Cranium was lowered then brought back upward in a slight nod at the miss' words, understanding her circumstances perfectly. Reese herself had been in the same place, gone through the same thing. Only she had gone through it a long time ago. Almost just after she was born. Reese had been abandoned shortly after her birth, just because of the mere fact she was a hybrid. "Listening to people often turns out bad, just follow your heart." That's what Reese had done, and it hadn't made her life any worse or better. So what the hell, might as well tell someone else the same thing, give them a vague glimmer of hope, right? Be optimistic. Yeah right, that was a load of bullshit. She fell silent once more as the other spoke, soft emerald coloured voids lingering upon her pallid facade.
Once the words 'thank you' were emitted from the dame a smile immeaditly found it's way upon Reese's facials. She hadn't heard anyone say that in a long time. "You're welcome." The reply was given in a sincere tone, pallid visage still decorated with the grin. Hearing her inquiry about her own life, facials were twisted into a faint frown, forehead becoming creased as her brow's furrowed. What could she tell the other femme about herself? She didn't have a very interesting life. Ah, she'd just tell her of her own rough upbringing. Facade was cleared of expression once more, oral muscle running across her labrum's before she spoke. "Well, as for myself," Vocal cords uttered the beginning of the sentance a bit unsurely, trying to think of how to continue. "I was abandoned when I was young, because of my blood." Enamel's were brought down upon her lower labia, still wondering how to finish the statement. "I'm a hybrid, half mortal and vampire." Okay, good so far. You've gotten your species out there now. "My mother was the vampire, my father the mortal... My mother hated me for the mixed blood, and wanted nothing to do with me. Shallow I know." Words were spoken with a hateful tone as she spoke about her mother, Reese had always hated her. "And my father... Well, he was scared shitless of me. But, I can imagine why. Him being a mortal and all." She trailed off, not knowing what else to say. She looked back up at Anna sheepishly, a small chuckle escaping her petite frame.
"But, that's not all that interesting now, is it?" Labio's were decorated with a foolish grin, wondering if that had taken the other girl's mind off her own troubles.
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #6 on May 13, 2007, 10:54am » | |
Anna smiled at Reese's words thinking wow her life has pretty much been like mine...except for the half-breed part. Anna was remarkably quick to change moods...now she felt like a...girl's night out. To help both of them know more about eachother. "Your life is alot like mine...but I will get over mine...you seem pretty well over yours...am I right?" She spoke slowly stopping every few words making sure she didn't fuck it up as she was speaking. Standing up she smiled after what she said...personally she didn't think she needed an answer for what she had just said, she could tell. Grabbing Reese's hands pulling her up with her she got close to her face and laughed, "would you like a girl's night out? My treat? Please!" Anna acted like a child in this manner but that was the best side of her, the childish one! Who would deny her? She didn't actually know what Reese would say, or if she was up for a night out on the town. Hopefully she would say yes but you never know people are odd sometimes. Plus they only met...Anna's smile gleamed in the moonlight as she checked her watch still early...that was good. They would be able to do whatever they wanted...drink...smoke...anything to make the night feel good to them. Sure drinking and drugs were bad but who cares anymore...pretty much anything we do is bad at somepoint in life. People just underestimate everything, even religion...of which was useless...live life to the fullest...do what you want. She didn't always follow this...especially when it came to her parents lives but she wanted their happiness. Turning back to Reese she smiled hoping for an answer.
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #7 on May 13, 2007, 2:19pm » | |
Once again she fell silent, the two rosen muscles still pulled upward in a grin. Once she thought about it, their lives were very similar. But hell, everyone had somewhat of a sad story in their history, did they not? Cranium was lowered then brought back upward in chain reaction at the miss' words. "Right you are." Reese was very much over her past, rarely did she even think of her history anymore. It was pointless to dwell on the past when there was so much ahead. Soft emerald gaze followed the lass' slender figure as it moved from the bench, one finely crafted brow rising upon her pallid facade. A small ripple ran through her spinal cord as the other's chilled touch was felt, but she made no attempt to fight back as she was pulled into a standing position as well. Alabaster and obsidian checkered van's were poised firmly against the ground, her palm's remaining limp in Anna's.
The small smile with was currently adorning her facial feature's was widened slightly at the offer of going out. Now of course Reese would accept that. Partying was her life. "Sounds good to me." Vocal cords accepted the offer with a chuckle, enamel's once again brought down upon the metallic ring which ran through her lower labia. She was glad she'd taken her mind off thing's, and even more glad that the favour had been returned. The only thing was, they were in the middle of a graveyard, where were they supposed to get a drink? Or anything for that matter? The bar was just down the street, and the strip bar in the opposite direction. Those were the only two places Reese could think of that sold alcoholic beverages. And she didn't think a strip bar would be the greatest place to go with a new aquantince; unless they were as messed in the head as she was.
Eh, it was easier to leave the answer to that question to Anna. "Where are we going?" The question was emitted in a light manner, as if implying that she didn't care where she chose. Emerald coloured occuli remained fixed upon the other female's, admiring her feminine features from a closer proximity this time.
ooc; geeh, absoutley zero muse. sorry x.x
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|  | Re: When alone shouldn't feel like home « Reply #8 on May 13, 2007, 5:40pm » | |
Thinking for a moment Anna had no idea how to answer her question. She knew nothing of this town and what it had here. So...the options were...hmm. "Well Reese, what do they have here...where is a good place to drink...I'm up for anything! As long as it involves having a good time," she laughed holding up a -rock on- hand signal. Looking at Reese's hair she smiled at it's beautiful colors and thought how cute it looked in the moonlight. Anna smiled as she nudged her side, "where is a good place to party?" Her body started moving...she was dancing in a cemetry...good? Um she wasn't sure but she nudged Reese to dance with her in the same motions. "Come on you know you want to," she encouraged her in this manner. Anna loved to party, she loved to look good. Especially dancing...who cares where it was...as LONG as SHE LOOKED GOOD. That would be her motto...yet she was on no terms full of herself. Anna just wanted a good time and to be respected for her not looks so she displayed a good moral sence as well towards people and their stupidity.
ooc:mine was no good...eh!
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